...in the sense that I hope he'll offer to help do the cooking and cleaning for me if we ever keep house. :x

(Sometimes, I feel like my mom and I are doing all the housework while my dad just stands there and doesn't even offer to help out. :| :| So...yeah.

This was just a thought I had. Needed to 'say' it. Put it somewhere. Do...something.

I feel weird. Maybe I'm just stressed about upcoming exams [even though I probably don't need to be]. Maybe.........idk. DD:

I just feel weird and listless right now.)

...............Off to watch Tohoshinki's FNS Music Festival appearance and cheer myself up now ♥ Cheers!

Watched it just now.

My only thought atm: .............My eyes are still wet.

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(It wasn't *bad* -- far from it; quite the opposite, actually -- but I-I wanted to cry for some reason or another hearing them sing "Stand By U" like that. [Curls into a little ball and shivers])

My weak heart feels too much. *Sentimental now* Darnitall.

Several of these, I just thought of now. :x But I didn't want to lose these ideas, so I'm putting them here. ♥ Hoping no one minds~...

( one. )

( two. )

( three. )

I finished Cafe Bisco II Chapter 1!!!!!!!!

(Finally...my muses have returned! /sobs ♥)

+ . . . waking up this morning to find that I hadn't suffered from any strange dreams (for once in quite a few days).

+ . . . spending the day with the Yun to my Jae, watching The Secret Code concert together, laughing over stupid stuff, singing a half-assed version of Mirotic, and having our breaths taken away by Love In The Ice for the nth time.

+ . . . reading quirke's latest fanfic and being reminded of how much of an inspiration her writing was (and still is) to me.

+ . . . knowing tomorrow is my little sister's birthday and that we might (maybe!) go to the Japanese-Chinese buffet restaurant we went to last month where they were playing KARA (alkdjais;jf/;a -- if they play TVXQ, I will FIND the *owner* of that place and shake their hand and thank them for playing TVXQ music, no lie ;_____; I SO WOULD).

+ . . . going to sleep [slightly] earlier than usual LOL. Tired now~~

--Good night, all. Sweet dreams. ♥

Wanted to pimp this 8DD because the idea is awesome and I haven't been a part of many of these before. Hoping to meet lots of shiny YunJae fans this way. ♥

Participate and you'll make lots of YunJae fan friends :DD That is all~!

In other news, I'm going to meet up with my bestbestbest friend, the Yun to my Jae, tomorrow. =w= YAY! I'm excited~~...! (Our biases put together make YunJaeeee /shot for being cheesy) It's been almost half a year, after all. And it's always nice to meet up with old friends.

...I hope we can stay here in this town. I've grown so attached to it. :x

I really shouldn't be starting anything new. I really shouldn't.

But my thoughts are swirling now, thanks to another dream last night and reading a TON of discussion on the fandom at large and what's been happening lately.

--I know the only way to get these things out is to write them.

( i feel so far from where i've been )

1) Discovering I could write again - and having the urge to almost complete CBII Chapter 1 at last

2) Talking with my bestbestbestBEST friend (the RL Yun to my Jae, seriously ♥) and planning to meet up with her this Saturday :DD YAY.

3) Getting rid of (most of) the ants infesting my room :'O

4) Realizing how much I love "Kiss Shita Mama, Sayonara" after listening to it many times today

5) Realizing that my faith isn't shaken in the five I've come to love and that I'd wait forever if it came to that, just to see them smile again. :']

...Off to sleep in an hour or two (most likely =o= I'm tiiiiiired), so good night to everybody & sweet dreams to you~~~

I wrote this based on a dream I had last night. :| WIP, to be sure. May or may not make something out of this.

We'll see.


( empty spaces fill me up with holes )

...Is knowing that -- in 7 hours -- I'll be watching Tohoshinki on live television through my computer and be on Thanksgiving Break. ♥

EDIT: I HATE BUGS THAT INVADE MY BEDROOM AT 11 O'CLOCK AT NIGHT. >//////////////<;;;; THAT IS ALL.

(Seperate entry on my feelings after watching Tohoshinki [FINALLY] this morning . . . a little late, but mkslfasnhf'p/a -- good JEEBUSES, Bigeasts are fast!!!! O______O;;;; --But...I have a lot to write about my feelings right now on that, so...

...Off I go~)

I'm getting better at keeping track of this LOL. :DD

I'll write about the things that made me happy (+) and the things that...disappointed me a little. =w= Make it more balanced. Yes...

( + )

Happiness Day 2. (Err, but post #3? o.O That's not good; I'm losing track already...!)

( when i am down... )

I have nothing else (for now). *w* Time for me to eat dinner, so~~...

Byebye for now! [Waves]

For jinsane226, the Chun to my Jae. [Hugs]

It's been a long time coming, and I'm sorry for the wait (& the moderate fail-ness of this piece). >w<;; Hope you like this, anyway~

To all other readers, I hope you enjoy this, as well. And...well, you know the drill. :']

Title: keep the faith, but fate never is moving us.
Rating: PG (for Jaejoong's language *w*)
Pairing: OT5. Emphasis on Yoochun/Everyone (because everyone loves ChunFace).
Summary: Yoochun needs reassurance, sometimes, that this is for keeps. [Set during and after the Shanghai Mirotic Concert.]

...The previous post was [1]. >.> Yeeaaaah...

This is all you need to see to understand ♥ Forever and always, my OT5 -- and all pairings contained within. >w<

I have my biases, (of course; who doesn't?) but even though fail in the face of what makes me happiest: all of them together.

...To be fair, I have to admit that I've never seen the 3rd one down before and it positively made me 'awwwww' out loud. ;~; Yunhoooooooooo (and, I think, Changmin? With Jae on the side? [Not sure if my eyes were deceiving me, but it's still so farking cute anyway :'] IDC])

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--Oh, that's right. And these two, as well:





...Scratch what I said about biases earlier LOLLLLLL =w=;;;; Whereas the third GIF on that post made me squee, seeing these GIFs for the first time today make me KEYSMASH LIKE MAD, NO LIE. =3= Ahhhhhhhh JaeChun & YunJae~~~...

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That is all for now. [Bows and gets off her soapbox] My bit of happiness for the day~~

1. Post about something that made you happy today even if it's just a small thing.
2. Do this everyday for a week without fail.
3. Tag 8 of your friends to do the same.

Tagging: amine87, dilidididitgirl, evathereal, iman_tan, kittiec, lovemixin, sesshy18, and uchihacarol.

(You don't have to do this if you don't want to, loveloves. :] This is all just for fun. [But it's kind of nice to think of the positive aspects of your day sometimes, isn't it? *w*] And, of course, anyone on the f-list is free to do this if they want to, anyway! :D At your leisure~)

( Here's what made me happy today, though... )

Off to work on CBII Chapter 1. \^^/ Everyone, hwaiting~~~~~...

I'm feeling pretty numb right now. Just...felt like putting this little something up here.

If this doesn't make sense...I apologize .____. I'll beta this and maybe finish it proper once I stop tearing up. [Slowly nods] Unnn......

( 그것만이 내 세상... )

This is why I wanted my readers to contribute to that one poll from a few entries back. :']]

Title: Un Petit Biscotti Pour Toi

Fandom: TVXQ / Dong Bang Shin Ki / Tohoshinki

Rating: PG-13

Pairings: Far too many to name. Romantic and friendship relationships between ALL characters will be explored, even those not thoroughly described in the original fic.

Warnings: Language, adult themes, homosexuality.

Summary: A collection of short oneshots set in the universe of "Café Bisco," -- all told in the perspectives of the characters who make up this story of Life, Love and Destiny.

Enter the intertwined lives of the five waiters serving all those who visit the Seoul-based Café Bisco. Kim Junsu. Park Yoochun. Kim Jaejoong. Shim Changmin. Jung Yunho. Along with their family, friends, and both familiar & unfamiliar acquaintances, these five young men each have a very unique story to tell.

See the world through their eyes and learn how they continued to build upon the close bonds they forged from the day that they met by the whims of Fate.

( under this interconnected sky, we hold hands tightly... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HC0JI96asxU

I should be finishing my homework and studying for my tests tomorrow.............................yet all I can think about is this drama. And this song.

-- I AM SO BEHIND. IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE. >//////////////<;;

B-But here I am -- finally sitting down to catch up on watching HTTG (on Episode 8 and I, for one, find it absolutely charming and full of heart and I think I'm kind of falling for Yunho now /gets bricked by Jaejoong) -- and just....................................GAH.

[Kicks homework and obligations aside for a moment to think & indulge]

Really, though.

Just a year ago I was about to swear of dramas and fandoms and "boybands" forever. Imagine that! >.<;; Though I can't even call this just an 'obsession' anymore. It's become a PASSION for me. Taken over so much of my thoughts and heart and.............really.....................

On an almost OT note, this song is really pretty. Getting to me a little, too. [Sniffles] Must be my overemotional heart acting up again.
Note to readers: I'm slowly working on finishing CB II Chapter 1 and a new plotbunny (!!) that may or may not be completed by this week's end. Final exams and assignments be damned, expect the next chapter of CB II to be done by -- at the very LATEST -- the end of this month. :']] Thanks...and much love to those waiting patiently & impatiently.

--Speaking of impatiently, I'M ABSOLUTELY DYING TO SEE "HEAVEN'S POSTMAN" NOW~~~ (Jaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥) and all of these preview pics / spoiler videos are so not helping my anxiousness DDX So temptiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing~~~~~..........